The name of this person has been changed to Blabla in order to preserve privacy and some honor.
So I met Blabla, a former member of an alliance, through IRC. Recently I gave out my cell phone number on 18 September 2011. He kinda pressured me to, so I kinda felt bad so I made an exception. I had not a clue that I was in for a ride, and yes he did promise me that he would NOT annoy me. It starts with us talking about high school (hs).
22:20 Blabla yeah hs was fun for me too
22:20 Blabla lol
22:21 Jessy thats good. Im helping make our homecoming float
22:21 Blabla cool!
22:21 Blabla
22:21 Jessy I know!
22:22 Blabla
22:22 Blabla so you really don't mind if we text? o.o
22:22 Blabla usually people don't like it lol
22:23 Jessy nah thats okay.. i dont really like texting anymore...
22:23 Blabla aww
22:23 Blabla why not?
22:24 Jessy im not really sure. It takes too long..and its not as fun as being in person.
22:24 Blabla lol
22:24 Blabla that is true
22:24 Blabla make an exception for me though?
22:24 Blabla seeing as it is not possible to be there in person xD
22:24 Jessy I only text at games.
22:24 Jessy yaaa i knoww..
22:25 Blabla
22:25 Blabla So deal?
22:25 Jessy i would Blabla , but I really don't text much..
22:25 Blabla oh
22:26 Blabla lol
22:26 Jessy sorry......
22:26 Blabla i thought you said yeah earlier
22:26 Blabla v_v
22:26 Jessy oh..
22:26 Blabla lol
22:27 Blabla <Jessy> well ya sure.. i dont text that much though...
22:27 Blabla
22:27 Jessy i feel bad..
22:27 Jessy
22:27 Blabla don't feel bad
22:27 Blabla i guess i understand
22:27 Blabla can't make an exception? o.o
22:27 Blabla
22:27 Blabla proooomise i won't annoy you
22:28 Jessy okk.
22:28 Blabla yay
22:28 Blabla gives Jessy a cookie
22:28 Jessy i'll send you a PM of the number through *IRC*
22:28 Jessy lol
22:28 Blabla ok
22:28 Blabla i promise i won't annoy you
22:28 Jessy ok i believe you (:
22:29 Blabla just maybe a hey every now and then
22:29 Jessy that sounds good tome
22:29 Jessy *to me!
22:29 Blabla yeeep
22:30 Blabla but
22:30 Blabla you have to do one thing for me
22:30 Blabla
22:30 Jessy whats that?
22:30 Blabla When you're busy will you tell me that you're busy?
22:30 Jessy yes for sure.
So we texted and texted and texted. He was nice, and fun to text at first. However, I soon learned the dark side of what was to come. I had no clue I was in for a ride.
He seemed negative. He always mentioned that his childhood was harsh and that his parents were mean, and always seemed to blame his titanium hard bad habits on them. He always said he was lonely, bored, and had no friends. I felt bad so I gave him a bit of advice to be happy and move on. I said volunteer work is a great way to start making friends. He accused me of suggesting him to supress his bad habits, and his negativity. Some of the bad habits included:
- Being negative about people in general [i.e. he said that he isn't into drugs, and sex like everybody is into, and he couldn't make friends].
- Blaming his neediness of someone to talk to on his childhood.
- Texting me "rawr", and "
" if I didn't respond to his original text "hey".
- Texting me all of this random stuff throughout the day or the duration I wouldn't text him back [i.e., like that he hates people that are ignorant, and mean; he feels lonely; or that he wanted something].
- Eveytime I texted back "Ok.", he would ask, "Are you mad at me?", or everytime I had to go he would say something like, "Did I do something wrong?". That got kinda annoying after I said that he couldn't make me mad.
It gets good here.. On Sunday 09 October, my phone broke. I could not text him. On Tuesday 11 October, I got a new phone. But I had received about 60 messages from him. I went online to see what time he sent these messages at. Most were at 1 a.m. (3 a.m. for him). He said things like:
- He was wondering if I was ignoring him.
- He kept asking if he did anything that was wrong.
- He said he was confused and did not know what was going on.
- He then said he was starting to cry.
- He said he was crying on his bed because he did not know what he did wrong and was confused. At this point he had sent about 20 messages.
- His chest was hurtng.
- He was getting mad towards the end because he could not find any reason of what he did wrong. (He didn't do anything wrong, my phone was broken).
On Tuesday 11 October, I went on to IRC, for the first time in a long time. Within minutes, 'blabla' appears out of nowhere on one of the tabs on Mibbit! He started saying that I was ignoring him. I didnt realise he was chatting with me and I texted him saying I had a new phone. But he was telling me he conducted a '/whois' procedure on my nick. I was surprised he went that far to even check if I was online. I was creeped out. I also got kinda creeped out with his 60 messages. He urged me not to read them but I read them - all of them. Later I told him I wanted a bit of space until Wednesday. He was outraged and kept annoying me. He eventually gave up and accepted my request of backing off until Wednesday.
This is where it gets good! On Wednesday 12
I went online on IRC when I got home. Within minutes, he messages me! Here is the transcript.
18:09 blabla hello.
18:09 blabla :/
18:10 blabla you said...
18:11 blabla so...what's going on?
18:11 blabla or do i have to keep annoying you
18:11 blabla which I really don't like doing..lol
18:12 blabla oh also...the good about irc is you can see if people are active lol
18:12 blabla but really?
18:12 blabla you said last night
18:12 blabla you would talk to me tonight
18:12 blabla and you're being like this
18:13 blabla which is irritating me.
18:13 blabla especially since I know you are active
18:13 blabla which is irritating me even more.
18:13 Jessy heyy!
18:13 blabla
18:13 blabla WHat
18:13 blabla >_<
18:13 Jessy I was talking to someone..
18:13 Jessy whats up
18:13 blabla irritatetd
18:13 blabla irritated*
18:13 blabla are you not going to text me anymore or what..?
18:14 blabla Just curious
18:14 blabla kind of had a bad day :/
18:14 Jessy No i just go home
18:14 Jessy *got
18:14 blabla cool.
18:15 blabla so are we still going to talk or..?
18:15 blabla because I don't like being put off :/
18:15 blabla lol
18:15 Jessy nooo your not being put off.
18:15 Jessy And you did that whois thing again did you??
18:16 blabla nope
18:16 blabla I just checked to see if you were on lol
18:16 Jessy how do you do that?
18:16 blabla because you said you were going to talk to me tonight
18:16 blabla ./whois nick
18:16 blabla without period
18:17 blabla lol
18:17 Jessy THAT IS whois
18:17 Jessy i just asked you that.
18:17 blabla well yeah..
18:17 blabla but
18:17 Jessy but what?
18:17 blabla it wasn't in a bad way
18:17 blabla I was just wondering if you were on..
18:17 Jessy how often do YOU check that im on?
?
18:17 Jessy this is really starting to creep me out
18:17 blabla i did once..
18:18 blabla and that was like 5 minutes ago :/
18:18 blabla because I was bored..lol
18:18 blabla would you have texted me though if I wasn't on here..?
18:19 Jessy well yaa, like after dinner
18:19 blabla and this is why I hate this place
18:19 blabla and would rather it die in a fire
18:19 Jessy Can i ask you one question..
18:19 blabla what
18:19 blabla and but you were on here..
18:19 blabla that doesn't make sense :/
18:19 Jessy Are you using Mirc, Mibbit, or other Chatzilla, or Other IRC Chat Network Client.
18:20 blabla mirc?
18:20 blabla so you wouldn't have texted me until after dinner even though you were on here? o.o
18:20 Jessy *mIRC
18:20 Jessy or Xchat
18:20 Jessy Answer my question...
18:20 blabla i did..
18:20 blabla lol
18:20 blabla mirc
18:21 blabla <blabla> mirc?
18:21 blabla ^
18:21 blabla that was meant to be an answer not a question
18:21 Jessy okk
18:21 Jessy Do you have my nick on a notify list?
18:21 blabla no..
18:21 blabla i don't even know what that is :/
18:21 Jessy are you sure?
18:21 blabla yes I am sure..
18:22 Jessy Cause my name will come on everytime i log in..
18:22 blabla no..
18:22 Jessy and i have a feeling your doing that.
18:22 blabla i don't
18:22 blabla really
18:22 blabla i'm not
18:22 blabla plus i just log on here randomly
18:22 blabla lol
18:23 blabla because i seriously hate this place
18:23 blabla it needs to die in a fire :/
18:23 Jessy hmmmm...............
18:23 blabla i'll probably end up hacking it whenever I get better at computer science or programming lol
18:24 blabla and why the hmm?
18:24 Jessy idk
18:24 blabla do you not believe me?
18:24 Jessy heyy im gonna goo..
18:24 Jessy *go
18:24 blabla can we text later..?
18:25 blabla so i can get off this hellhole :/
18:26 blabla or would you rather me just delete your # and go ahead and get it over with
18:27 Jessy noo, im just logging off. ill text you later
18:27 blabla alright..promise you will?
18:30 blabla so I can actually log off here..lol
18:30 Jessy yes i will..
18:30 Jessy i am talking to someone
18:30 blabla irl?
18:30 Jessy im getting off right noww
18:30 Jessy irl?
18:31 blabla in real life..
18:31 blabla and i am trying to talk to you also :/
18:31 blabla but w/e
18:31 blabla text me later then.
18:31 blabla have a few things I want to ask you when you get back
18:31 Jessy just ask me now
18:31 blabla nah
18:31 blabla they would require I decent length conversation lol
18:31 blabla which you probably don't have the time for.
18:31 blabla a decent*
18:32 Jessy ...
18:32 blabla what it's true lol
18:32 Jessy your burritos me hanging..
18:32 blabla I have like 3-4
18:32 blabla no i'm not
18:32 blabla i will tell you later
18:32 Jessy okk then
18:32 Jessy byee
18:32 Jessy
18:33 blabla text me later
WTF? He was being really annoying and he broke his promise of not being annoying. I started reaming him here. Then it jsut got ridiculously stupid from there on out. He doesn't know how to call 911 in an emergency. Later he wanted me to text hime before dinner and I was like "NO!". Pffft, that was pathetic. I'm not really a texter but I do text him.
19:14 blabla welcome back
19:15 Jessy kk
19:15 Jessy I have somthing to send you right here..
19:15 Jessy on irc
19:15 blabla what is it..?
19:17 blabla i'm kind of worried that it's bad xD
19:17 Jessy hold on wile the document loads...
19:17 blabla hmm alright.
19:18 Jessy Chat with Blabla on 18 September 2011
19:18 Jessy 22:22 Blabla so you really don't mind if we text? o.o 22:22 Blabla usually people don't like it lol 22:23 Jessy nah thats okay.. i dont really like texting anymore... 22:23 Blabla aww 22:23 Blabla why not? 22:24 Jessy im not really sure. It takes too long..and its not as fun as being in person. 22:24 Blabla lol 22:24 Blabla that
19:18 blabla ok?
19:18 Jessy The format is setup wrong but this will have to do
19:18 Jessy Read it.
19:18 blabla I did.
19:18 Jessy again
19:18 blabla I have?
19:19 Jessy good.
19:19 blabla but you did agree to it though..
19:19 blabla So basically you're saying you don't want to talk anymore..?
19:19 blabla Why couldn't you just say that.
19:20 Jessy i did not say that.
19:20 Jessy 22:27 Blabla proooomise i won't annoy you
19:20 Jessy look above ^
19:20 blabla ah..
19:20 Jessy yaaaaa
19:21 Jessy i agreed, and you promised
19:21 Jessy you broke that promise
19:21 Jessy i still want to talk, cause your nice
19:21 Jessy but you didnt follow through on your promise.
19:22 blabla what do you want me to say..?
19:22 blabla I was worried you were ignoring me..
19:22 blabla And i have apologized
19:22 blabla countless times
19:22 blabla and i feel horrible for annoying you because it's not like i'm trying to..
19:22 blabla But I was doing it to for my sake..
19:22 blabla because if I didn't do that I may not be here..
19:23 blabla But I had a reason..
19:23 blabla before that i didn't annoy you.
19:23 Jessy but you went out of YOUR WAY to see if I was online semmingly tracking wherever i go?
19:23 blabla no..
19:23 Jessy and that it true, you didnt annoy me before.
19:23 blabla I just randomly logged on
19:23 blabla and wondered if you were on
19:23 blabla that was it
19:24 blabla I wasn't constantly logged on
19:24 Jessy i find it hard, very hard, to believe that.
19:24 blabla you want the truth then here
19:24 blabla I woke up at like 2:30 my time
19:24 Jessy that couldnt just be a coincidence
19:24 blabla because I had a bad dream
19:24 blabla so I wanted to talk to a friend I had on here
19:25 blabla not you, someone else.
19:25 Jessy its not 230 and it wasnt 230
19:25 blabla it was my time
19:25 blabla somewhere around there
19:25 blabla would you let me talk..
19:25 Jessy in alabama
19:25 Jessy ?
19:25 blabla yes
19:25 blabla we're 2 hours above you..
19:25 blabla like now it's 9:25
19:25 Jessy it was 6 pm here
19:26 blabla oh
19:26 blabla you mean today?
19:26 Jessy 18:11 blabla or do i have to keep annoying you
19:26 Jessy yes todayy
19:26 blabla well
19:26 blabla today
19:26 blabla I was watching tv with parents
19:26 blabla then I came back
19:26 blabla and logged on here
19:26 blabla and wondered if you were on :/
19:26 blabla that's the truth
19:26 blabla I hate this place
19:26 blabla why would I stay on here?
19:26 Jessy i dont know
19:27 blabla I don't..
19:27 blabla I honestly just got back from watching tv with parents
19:27 blabla and logged on here
19:27 blabla and opened pandora
19:27 Jessy okk
19:27 blabla that's it..
19:27 Jessy fine i believe you
19:28 blabla it's the truth..
19:28 blabla
19:28 Jessy okk, i knowits the truth
19:28 Jessy but going back to my saved conversation
19:28 Jessy you kinda know why i was mad?
19:29 blabla yes..
19:29 blabla because I broke my promise
19:29 blabla but I had a good reason..
19:29 Jessy there is no reason to break a promise
19:29 Jessy ever.
19:29 blabla you would rather me be in the hospital?
19:29 blabla than to do what it took to relax me?
19:29 blabla o.o
19:30 blabla I agree unless it pertains to a person's well-being
19:30 Jessy bud, im 2,000 miles away, i cant help you with that. You roomate, a neighbor, your friends or family can help you but im 2,000 miles away
19:30 blabla my family wasn't here..
19:30 blabla i told you that..
19:30 Jessy anybody?
19:31 blabla I live alone with my dad and step mom..
19:31 blabla they were spending the night with my step mom's mom
19:31 blabla because she has a hard time getting around
19:31 blabla and she broke her arm a while back..
19:31 Jessy a friend, a neigbor?
19:31 Jessy *neighbor
19:31 blabla i don't know my neighbors
19:31 blabla we've never met
19:32 Jessy a roommate?
19:32 Jessy a passerby?
19:32 Jessy 911?
?
19:32 blabla i was alone in my room..
19:32 Jessy 911???
19:32 blabla i know what you were saying..
19:32 blabla and you were not the first person I tried to talk to.
19:32 blabla i tried texting me friend from uni first
19:32 Jessy if you have a hard time breathing, call 911
19:32 blabla but he was asleep
19:33 blabla my*
19:33 Jessy dont get your friends, call 911
19:33 blabla but i wasn't thinking when i woke up because it was like 3 in the morning..
19:33 blabla I mean I don't know what else to do
19:33 blabla I feel bad for doing that I really do
19:34 Jessy welllll, that would be the 1st thing i would do in any emergency,
19:34 Jessy i would expect anyone to do that when there is an emergency
19:34 blabla but if I could calm myself without calling 911
19:34 blabla then i was going to do that..
19:34 Jessy but you didnt
19:34 blabla I did.
19:35 blabla The venting relaxes me..
19:35 blabla Because it lets me get everything off my chest
19:35 Jessy sending 60 messages??
19:35 blabla and they're no longer built up inside
19:35 blabla what do you want me to say?
19:35 Jessy call 911
19:36 blabla I mean I can promise I will do that from now on if that makes you feel any better
19:36 blabla but Idk what else I can say..
19:36 blabla I've already told you everything
19:36 Jessy okk
19:36 blabla apologized countless times
19:36 Jessy you are forgiven
19:37 blabla thanks..I really do appreciate it.
19:37 blabla plus i've been going through a lot the past few days
19:37 blabla so that on top of it all just made it worse
19:38 blabla Anyway..
19:38 blabla do you want to talk about what I was going to earlier?
19:38 Jessy im not done
19:38 blabla then continue..
19:40 Jessy so you know i saved the conversation right
19:40 blabla yes..
19:40 blabla I saw that
19:41 Jessy i hardly delete anything. but that was extremely important
19:41 blabla ok?
19:41 blabla I mean i don't know what you want me to say..
19:41 Jessy i dont either..
19:41 Jessy lol
19:41 blabla then can we just drop it..?
19:41 blabla lol
19:41 Jessy so you understand why i was mad?
19:41 blabla yes
19:41 Jessy okk
19:41 blabla because i broke my promise
19:42 Jessy yess
19:42 blabla and you had a right to be mad
19:42 Jessy sure
19:42 blabla then yeah..
19:42 blabla I understand why you were mad
19:42 blabla i wasn't mad at you or anything..
19:42 blabla I understood it was my fault
19:42 Jessy okk. thats good.
19:42 Jessy its all said and done
19:42 Jessy we're all good.
19:42 Jessy we all fine
19:42 blabla can we drop it then please..?
19:42 blabla
19:43 blabla I want to go ahead and repress it
19:43 Jessy i wont forget it, but i wont mention it.
19:43 blabla I will try my best to not let it happen again..
19:44 Jessy thats good. thank you!
19:44 blabla if that's what you wanted then why didn't you just ask..?
19:44 blabla lol
19:44 blabla you know you can ask me anything right?
19:44 Jessy yes i know
19:44 Jessy your questions earlier??
19:44 blabla yes
19:44 blabla lol
19:44 blabla I was going to ask
19:45 blabla if I was still the only person on here you did text..lol
19:45 blabla along with some other stuff
19:45 blabla but one thing at a time
19:45 blabla that was the first one though.
19:46 Jessy huh?
19:46 Jessy repeat por favor
19:46 blabla Oh
19:46 blabla if I was like the only person that you don't know in real life that you text..?
19:47 Jessy yes you are.
19:47 blabla Do you trust me?
19:48 Jessy is that your 2nd question?
19:48 blabla yeah
19:48 Jessy yes i do trust you
19:48 blabla Can we talk and you not get mad..?
19:48 blabla And I will explain to you why I was checking to see if you were on here.
19:49 Jessy is that your 3rd
19:49 blabla No
19:49 blabla that was just a question..lol
19:49 Jessy i want your 3rd question
19:49 blabla well
19:49 Jessy you said you had three questionss
19:49 Jessy so im open
19:49 blabla I said I had 3-4
19:49 blabla
19:49 Jessy ok then go on \
19:49 blabla but
19:50 blabla Ok
19:50 blabla Can I trust you?
19:50 Jessy yes you can.
19:50 Jessy but thats mainly your opinion
19:50 blabla Now can I say something?
19:50 Jessy shoot
19:50 blabla I want to trust you..
19:50 Jessy kk
19:51 blabla the only reason I have been on here
19:51 blabla recently
19:51 blabla is because of what I did..
19:51 Jessy kk
19:51 blabla let me finish
19:51 Jessy k
19:51 blabla i'm trying to figure out how to say this really
19:52 blabla Well..I wanted to trust you jessy..I did. But then sunday and monday when that happened it made me feel like you were ignoring me. I know you weren't but I am just telling you how I felt
19:52 blabla so that kind of made me trust you a little less..
19:52 blabla that's why I looked to see if you were on
19:53 blabla and why I did today.
19:53 blabla I want to be able to trust you where I don't have to do that..like I used to be able to
19:53 blabla because I knew you would talk to me when you had time
19:54 Jessy okk
19:54 blabla Will you do that..?
19:54 Jessy do what?
19:54 blabla <blabla> because I knew you would talk to me when you had time
19:54 blabla talk to me when you have time..
19:54 Jessy yes i will
19:54 blabla But today when you got on..
19:54 blabla and I asked if you were going to text me
19:55 blabla you said probably after dinner
19:55 blabla but you were on here..
19:55 blabla so that's why I wondered that
19:55 Jessy because i had just got home
19:55 blabla so on to my last question
19:56 Jessy shoot
19:56 Jessy shoot
19:56 Jessy shoot
19:56 blabla Were you really going to wait until dinner to text me even though you were on here?
19:56 Jessy yess i wass
19:56 blabla why?
19:56 Jessy because im not really a texter..
19:57 blabla but i've told you I hate this place..
19:57 blabla i have better things to do
19:57 Jessy and after dinner is my time to text.
19:57 Jessy me too!
19:57 blabla yes but
19:57 Jessy I dont like texting, it takes too long
19:57 blabla you were on here so
19:57 Jessy it faster.
19:57 blabla that then means you have time to text?
19:57 blabla but I've told you I hate this place is what i'm saying..
19:57 Jessy blabla, i dont like texting. chatting is different
19:58 blabla but i'm not on here often
19:58 blabla so it upsets me
19:58 blabla when you get on here
19:58 blabla yet don't talk to me
19:58 blabla that is what I am getting at.
19:58 Jessy cause i dont see you on here
19:58 Jessy until you talk to me
19:58 blabla i mean
19:58 Jessy i dont know how to use this irc as well as you and others do
19:58 blabla you do not text me
19:58 blabla even though you are on here.
19:58 blabla which upsets me
19:59 blabla i don't want to be here
19:59 blabla this place irritates me
19:59 Jessy because im not really in the mood to text before dinner. im on here, im one other sites, im chatting with friends, and im doing homework
19:59 blabla it sucks
19:59 blabla so i don't classify as a friend?
19:59 Jessy *on
19:59 blabla that's nice.
19:59 Jessy Chatting
20:00 blabla so what?
20:00 blabla you're basically punishing me for not being able to get on here
20:00 blabla that is what I am getting at
20:00 blabla :/
20:00 blabla Just promise me this
20:00 blabla if you are here and don't see me text me
20:00 blabla alright?
20:00 blabla can you do that for me?
20:00 blabla because I literally hate this place.
20:01 blabla and it's not fair because I like talking to you too..
20:01 Jessy i knoww
20:01 blabla and you're saying you don't talk to me just because I'm not on here'
20:01 blabla which if you actually liked talking to me
20:01 blabla that wouldn't be an issue.
20:01 Jessy NOOOOO
20:01 Jessy i did not say that
20:01 Jessy your putting crap in my fucking mouth
20:02 blabla but..
20:02 blabla if you are on here
20:02 blabla talking to people
20:02 blabla but not talking to me
20:02 blabla even though I have tried talking to you
20:02 blabla how do you think that makes me feel?
20:02 blabla unimportant
20:02 blabla unappreciated
20:02 Jessy excluded
20:02 blabla yes
20:02 blabla exacrtly
20:02 blabla exaclt
20:02 blabla fuck
20:02 blabla exactly
20:02 blabla *
So later I said I wanted space until Friday. He wasn't willing to cooperate with that but finally he did after a few text messages after I ignored him.
20:28 blabla so that makes me wonder if you're just going to spend most of your time on here and then I'll just be left in the dark
20:28 Jessy no thats not happening.
20:28 blabla ok..
20:28 blabla I believe you..
20:28 Jessy so its done
20:28 blabla yeah..
20:28 blabla i'm just going to have to delete this from my computer
20:28 blabla so i'm not able to get on
20:29 Jessy i have the freedom to text you when i want
20:29 Jessy huh?
20:29 blabla yes you do..
20:29 blabla delete mirc from my computer
20:29 blabla so i can't get on
20:29 Jessy okk
20:29 Jessy welllp
20:29 blabla because I know at least once I'll be tempted to check and see if you're on
20:29 Jessy it's all done
20:29 blabla and if I find out then i would be sad
20:29 blabla anyway
20:29 Jessy well thats just plain out creepy
20:30 Jessy *flat out creepy
20:30 blabla i didn't mean it to be..
20:30 blabla i just meant like once i may want to get on
20:30 blabla and then i would wonder if you were on
20:30 Jessy ok..
20:30 blabla anyway
20:31 Jessy well we're done so now
20:31 Jessy we can move on
20:31 blabla are we going to talk like we were before..?
20:31 Jessy yes.
20:31 Jessy but i want space
20:31 Jessy more space
20:31 blabla what do you mean?
20:31 Jessy we can talk on friday
20:31 blabla but you said today..
20:31 blabla you promised
20:32 Jessy we are talking today
20:32 blabla but you're most likely going to get on here tomorrow and then we'll have this same convo :/
20:32 blabla headdesks
20:32 blabla why do you have to make things complicated?
20:32 Jessy idk
20:32 Jessy friday
20:32 blabla please don't do that
20:33 Jessy i want more space.
20:33 blabla I did give you space
20:33 Jessy and that seems like enough.
20:33 blabla plus if you want space then you wouldn't be on here.
20:33 Jessy just stop
20:33 blabla you just want to ignore me
20:33 Jessy no i dont
20:33 blabla if you would stop i would!!!
20:33 Jessy just stop
20:33 blabla you said it was in the past.
20:33 blabla you said that
20:33 blabla I am trying to put it in the past
20:33 blabla but I can't do that because of you
20:33 Jessy i did. i just want more space
20:34 blabla You keep making it complicated
20:34 blabla More and more complicated
20:34 blabla then it needs to be
20:34 blabla You said things could be normal
20:34 blabla that is what you said
20:34 Jessy ill put it in the past and things will be normal. but i want another day of space
20:34 blabla I gave you a day..that's what I am saying..
20:34 blabla that's all you said..
20:35 Jessy well i want another
20:35 blabla I mean sometimes I think you like hurting me
20:35 Jessy stop
20:35 blabla to be honest.
20:35 blabla If you would just let things be normal and stop making things complicated
20:35 blabla I have no one else to really talk to
20:35 blabla you would abandon me
20:35 blabla that makes me sad
20:35 Jessy im not abanoning you. its only until friday!
20:35 blabla and that is why I do have lost some of my trust that I had
20:36 blabla because you would burritos me
20:36 Jessy thats less than 48 hours
20:36 blabla even though you know I like talking to you
20:36 blabla and I have no friends
20:36 blabla you would burritos me
20:36 Jessy hold UP
20:36 blabla even though it wouldn't kill you to talk to me..
20:36 Jessy You just said you had friends
20:36 blabla I have 1 friend
20:36 blabla my bad
20:36 blabla 1 friend that lives in troy
20:36 blabla then 1 on here
20:36 blabla that I hardly ever talk to
20:37 Jessy whats his or her name
20:37 Jessy both of them
20:37 blabla irl or on here?
20:37 blabla kyle
20:37 blabla and marissa
20:37 Jessy then who is jessica?
20:37 Jessy you mistexted me the other day
20:37 blabla julia
20:37 Jessy and said hey jessica
20:37 blabla it was a person in my chem lab
20:37 Jessy *julia
20:37 blabla i said hey julia
20:37 Jessy sorry about that
20:37 blabla we had to do a project
20:37 Jessy ok
20:37 Jessy sounds believable
20:38 blabla
20:38 Jessy okk.
20:38 blabla We had to do a lab on UV visibility
20:38 blabla we needed to make sure we had the same data so when we turned it in one wouldn't be different than the other :/
20:38 blabla how about
20:39 blabla I will burritos you alone the rest of tonight
20:39 blabla and until..8 tomorrow
20:39 blabla your time?
20:39 blabla can we at least come to that compromise
20:39 Jessy nope
20:39 Jessy i said friday
20:39 Jessy friday
20:39 blabla then I can't do it
20:39 blabla I seriously have no one to talk to
20:39 blabla and it makes me sad when I don't have anyone to talk to
20:39 Jessy what are you gonna possibly do to break that?
20:40 Jessy mass text? peek to see if im online
20:40 blabla if you would talk to me I would try to break it really..
20:40 Jessy i want until friday
20:40 blabla I would just sit in my room in a corner and cry
20:40 Jessy WHAT???
20:40 blabla because I wouldn't have anyone to talk to
20:41 blabla I was joking..
20:41 blabla but I would be sad
20:41 Jessy thats pathetic. Come on, you have two other friends.
20:41 blabla Ok
20:41 Jessy they gonna be with you
20:41 blabla no
20:41 blabla they hardly talk to me seriously
20:41 blabla that's what I like talking to you..you're usually here for me
20:41 Jessy okk do you think its because you do this?
20:41 blabla Also
20:41 blabla I only did this once!!!
20:41 blabla ny god
20:41 blabla i've apologized
20:42 blabla I feel horrible
20:42 Jessy okk
20:42 blabla why do you want me to feel even more horrible for what I did?
20:42 blabla I mean I really do regret everything
20:42 Jessy we need to both put this behind us, and talk on friday
20:42 Jessy okk
20:42 blabla It's not going to happen..
20:42 blabla i'm sorry.
20:42 Jessy what are you gonna do?
20:42 blabla I did it for you yesterday
20:43 blabla Probably nothing..
20:43 blabla but you are really hurting me
20:43 Jessy then its settled.
20:43 Jessy friday.
20:43 blabla but that doesn't like it bothers you
20:43 Jessy its not that big of a deal
20:43 blabla it seems like you don't care that you hurt me
20:43 blabla oh
20:43 blabla so my feelings aren't a big deal?
20:43 blabla that's what you're saying?
20:43 Jessy friday isnt a big deal
20:43 blabla even though you know I have 2 friends
20:43 blabla that don't talk to me
20:43 Jessy its only 48 hours away
20:43 blabla and it's soooo wrong to talk to you
20:43 blabla no
20:44 blabla why can't we just do what I said..
20:44 blabla I am willing to do that...
20:44 blabla shouldn't that be enough for you?
20:44 Jessy because 24 hours isnt going to settle it
20:44 blabla because you're treating me like a normal person
20:44 blabla even though you know i'm not
20:44 blabla which upsets me
20:44 blabla you know it will hurt me to no end
20:44 blabla yet you want to do it anyway
20:45 Jessy because you can deal with it.
20:45 Jessy just go with it
20:45 blabla Ok
20:45 blabla you want me to tell you what I'll do?
20:45 blabla if this does happen?
20:45 Jessy shoot
20:45 blabla I would lie on my bed all night and cry
20:45 blabla that's what would happen
20:45 Jessy really
20:45 blabla tomorrow night
20:45 blabla not tonight
20:46 Jessy thats pathetic you can go with it
20:46 blabla if i knew we could talk tomorrow I would be fine..
20:46 blabla but you're saying we can't
20:46 blabla yet I know you're going to be on here
20:46 blabla which is going to upset me even more
20:46 blabla and then i'm going to start crying
20:46 blabla and just be worthless the rest of the night
20:46 Jessy thats pathetic
20:46 blabla until I eventually have to take meds just to get to sleep
20:46 Jessy thats not good
20:47 blabla All I ask if that we talk..it doesn't have to be for long
20:47 Jessy now your scaring me
20:47 Jessy noooo!
20:47 blabla then don't get on here then..
20:47 blabla :/
20:47 blabla and it's true..
20:47 Jessy whatever
20:47 Jessy fine im off.
20:47 blabla sometimes I do have to take sleeping pills to get to sleep
20:47 Jessy done
20:48 blabla then you know i'm going to be on here right?
20:48 blabla lol
20:48 Jessy bye
20:48 Jessy im out
20:48 blabla and will most likely text you tomorrow
20:48 Jessy if you do, im gonna be really mad
20:48 blabla then talk to me!!!
20:48 blabla I mea nhell
20:48 blabla would you listen to me!!!!!
20:48 Jessy this is it.
20:48 Jessy bye
20:48 blabla would you take into consideration how I feel!!!
20:48 /ignore blabla
He meant "I mean hell" instead of "i mea nhell" at 20:48.
Creepy right!? Geeeeez he finally followed through though.
In conclusion, I learned my lesson to not give out my number to people who I don't know in real life. I should be more cautious and learn from my mistake.