I need to get this off my chest.

[Flask]

Never mind. I just like people to know that other people go through crap too, and that they can talk to those others. We're a community here, even if it is a cyber community.

[Mr_Cynic]

That just confused the hell out of me.

[Fortress]

I think he means that people care, even if they don't know you.

[Shadow gamer]

Do worry EL we car about you.

[zblewski]

Do worry EL we car about you.

VROOM VROOM!

[Shadow gamer]

Damn, my poor proofreading skills!

[schneereich]

June-July, 2006. I really like a girl and I ask her out. She says yes. We go on a date and the day after I leave on a three-week trip through Europe.

lol, i just started going out with someone (although we went out last year and broke up), and im going on a three week trip to europe in a few days... this looks like a bad omen.

[ace of spades]

hmm...

[dester55]

flask, why I'm depressed:

1: chances of me getting a GF, 0%

2: no motivation to live

3: i know I'm going to seriously screw up the next day each and every day that screws up my chances for a good life.

4: I'm angry most of the time

5:i hate my life

[ace of spades]

why do you think you won't get a girlfriend?

[Shyox]

I'm depressed as well. Like Hugh Laurie, something happened, though it was more passive.

I lack a passion, and I don't think I love the same way anymore, and I know that I don't care. I find myself incapable to commit to things like relationships, though it's not for lack of trying. My passion for things is... Rather dead at times... Occasionally something does happen, and I'll write some good poetry or an alright story, or think of a good game, but most of the time I don't feel much anymore.

It sucks bad, but I continue to move forward and work through it. I'm getting better now... Or maybe worse. I've started to focus my efforts and energy on things to keep me busy. Busy = better. When I put work into things, I care a lot more for them.

So yeah, I think I've found a way to be happy.

Also, getting a girlfriend is easy, it's getting the ones that you like that's a challenge.

[dester55]

why do you think you won't get a girlfriend?

Why? because the school system I go is one full of rich people, I'm not rich, so all the girls go after the guys with money, and if you saw what i look like...