First of all, Crunka, my high school is about 200 students, entire school, K-12 is about 800. Because of this, I know almost everyone in my class. The reason you can hate people while loving a big school is because it's much less personal and you don't have to know anyone, unlike at a small school.
Now, onto my stuff(yes, it is all 'bout me). Spanish has been giving me trouble lately. Not academically for the most part, but for other reasons also. I mean, my family speaks it so I shouldn't have a problem. On this last test though, I got a 77, highest grade in class was 80. The problem here isn't completely the grade, it's that I think the teachers in the class are suspicious. I'm the only one in the class who knows any Spanish really, so of course, people want help from me, even on tests. I've got no problem with this, I'm considered one of the smartest in the school, but a lot of people like me because I've got no problem with them cheating most of the time. On this test, however, one of my friends had gotten the test beforehand since we had a sub. I gave him the wrong answers without knowing it. Since we could use note cards on the test(I didn't), a lot of the people had the "answers." We're doing direct pronouns and on one of the parts, you have to use the right one with the right verb. I told them "lo" for all of them, I wrote down "lo" for all of them, missed every one of them. Now I'm nervous because since so many people would have had the same answer, maybe the teacher's gonna think that we somehow had a cheating ring going on, which we did.
Then today, we had to take a quiz on the same stuff, like always, we got split into two testing groups since the class is so large. I usually sit next to a couple of friends so they can see my paper. Today, one of them made the mistake of turning around thinking the teacher wasn't looking... she saw him. Then, when we were turning in our papers to the front, he had to get the paper from my other friend behind him. I was in the row next to them. He was still finishing up so she ran up to him and said to put down his pencil and not cheat. Then, when we got back in the original classroom, she definitely told the true Spanish teacher. Now I'm worried that this is going to be traced back to me since I'm the only one really capable of helping anyone on a test. I know that because I'm considered a good student by most, I have a strong word with the principle, but there's no way I can combat this. I'd have to simply take the punishment, but if I'm asked questions, I don't want to lie and get in more trouble.
tl;dr version- I'm scared that the teachers know I'm helping others cheat and I don't want to get in trouble.
On a slightly better note, I haven't talked to the girl I've told you guys about for a few weeks. I was wondering if I did anything wrong to make her mad at me, like..... not go to her and her friend's B-day party. Today though, after class, she walked in front of me and asked how I messed up. I told her that I fucked up somehow, but she said she was joking anyhow, which I knew anyway. I'm hoping this is a good thing. Also, we're in a new seating arrangement for the class which has me closer to her, but still not next to her. We about two desks away. This is like our fourth different arrangement in the class and this is the second closest we've been since I was first moved to the class and ended up right next to her.