And really, what does it matter? Jesus lived his life of Light, died for us, and rose again. He didn't hop on the cross, and close his eyes. He was whipped, tormented, and torn apart. Had his arms and legs broken, stuck on a cross to die of sufication. While he was being nailed to the very cross he would die on, did he not say "Forgive them, they do not know!"? Jesus lived his life for us, and he wants us to do the same. He promises us a shelter, strength, wisdom, and growth in Him. He gives us redemption, and courage. Who are we to have this salvation? We murder, steal, kill, pillage, recruit, sin. We kill babies, we nuke nations, and he died for /us/. I am forever grateful of that. And he knew it from the beginning, too. He made the earth--The tree to make the cross, the leather for the whips. And he still did it. Incredible.
That damned holy spirit can save lives, and souls, Shy. He is the light when it is nothing but dark. He can set us free, and destroy the chains on us. You have to remember Shy, if you want proof or facts or whatever, talk to God. Don't just blow up in the wind, pray to God for answers, and a path. If you want proof, you're going to have to ask him himself. He will provide proof, and facts. Be it in one minute, or one century. Jesus promises that much to answer your prayers. And I will pray for you, Shy. That you find Jesus. I must go to bed, goodnight comrade.