I swear, topics like these and a few others are the only reason I still check the forums.
Alright, now I thought for the longest time that I wasn't liked by ANYBODY, but it turns out it's quite a few... None I was really interested.
I could tell they were interested in me because when I got my new haircut they fawned over me like I was baby jesus. There are some pretty attractive girls in the whole drama department at school (I'm pretty involved in Theatre), and I like a few... But one stands out in particular. She's deep, she's got a great laugh, a great smell, she's delicate, and feels nice to hold. She's got these awe-inspiring eyes, blue like mine, and the best part is yet to come: She listens to GREAT music. We like the same things, and she just loves all the same bands I do. She knows who the Clash are, and she's just awesome. She's playful and funny, and just makes me feel good.
And I'm all sure that she doesn't like me. I smoke pot, do weird shit, get drunk, am a huge blasphemer, and am kind of an asshole. She's an uber-christian, maybe not so much anymore (She reads too much literature to keep up her faith that strong, in my opinion) But I AM a little funny and my looks aren't bad. Another notch against me is that she almost dated my sister... They kissed, probably multiple times, And my sister still has a huge crush on her and likes her a lot still, and says she hates us when we're together. Another thing is that her friend doesn't like me much, and cockblocks me constantly. THE FINAL notch is that her parents are MEGA-UBER-Christians and I doubt they would ever let her be with me. With all of this, why worry about her liking me when I can't touch her without incurring the wrath of so many people, right?
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Her and her boyfriend had some problems, and they broke up, and at the same time someone told her I liked her. Half of my friends are telling me to go for it now she's single, and others say she's not interested at all. You can never tell when a girl from our theatre group is flirting because they're so affectionate in what they say and do. I couldn't really tell. So I send her somethingon facebook, and we get to talking about relationships and stuff, and she says she's not happy with her boyfriend, who she got back together with. It kinds of stunts me, but it's alright.
Then she breaks up with him and tells me she has a crush on me.
Wow. Mega-awesome.
But the aforementioned problems, plus her not wanting a relationship have kind of kept us from taking what we have further.
But we do have something, and it's not the same as friendship. IT's some sort of unspoken middleground between friendship and relationship without the awkwardness of dating. We're just getting comfortable around the other one, and we're more affectionate. It's weird for sure, but fun. A huge change from what I'm used to, and what I thought I wanted.
And that's what's going on with me, if you took too long to read it.
TL;DR
You can skim through it and get what's happening, you tweeter.