>_> Thanks Flask. I'm not coming out, this is about a girl I like.
Or, er, realized something. I like somebody. My friend was always shady about talking about it, and I just thought he didn't like to talk about chicks. Cause he really doesn't. Not that he's odd or different, its just not his favorite topic. Thats understandable. But I always thought there was something off about him. He doesn't like to talk to people... only when I'm there. Is it because he wants to talk to me? Thats what I thought, though vaguely I realized something was amiss. He tells me when I'm not there how he talks to everyone, and all is cool. When I'm there he AVOIDS the group. (Youth group, btw.)
So the obvious has hit captain obvious. Today, we're sitting behind a row of girls which includes the girl I like. I watch my friend, and amusingly I noticed something: He couldn't take his eyes off the girl I like. So, it struck me. He doesn't talk to them when I'm there cause he doesn't want ME to. He doesn't talk about her cause HE likes her. He doesn't want me to get a chance to get to know her or like her, or so I'm guessing. It all makes sense with the way he's been acting. He likes the girl I like. XD This is amusing, yet quite sucky all at the same time. It makes perfect sense. He's not anti-social and he probably loves chicks, he just likes the girl I like.
This blows. <_<